All in THE REALITY

Reality 101: Let Go & Let God

I remember hating myself, and everything this man said I was or was not I started to believe. I’m not special, I’m fat, I’m crazy, I’m insecure, I need professional help, I’m not good enough; I mean I could go on and on. The point is he put that in my head and spirit so much that it started to manifest. Pain doesn’t even begin to describe how I would feel, try disgusted with my life and just over it.

Welcome to my Reality...

The reality of the situation is that I tried everything, BUT GOD. The restoration and rebirth of Toya - that's what I named my journal as I started to write, dig deep, stop playing the blame game and work on my real (new) reality and my relationship with God.