#HerStory | Aborting the Mission

how many people have you allowed to miss their calling because you chose to ignore that feeling that you have? That feeling that you have is your purpose and mission that God has called you to complete. And what is crazy, not really, is that your purpose is connected to someone else’s purpose! Do you hear what I just said?! When you have a purpose and calling on your life, you are also important to others in their purpose and calling in their life!!!!!!

Reality 101: Let Go & Let God

I remember hating myself, and everything this man said I was or was not I started to believe. I’m not special, I’m fat, I’m crazy, I’m insecure, I need professional help, I’m not good enough; I mean I could go on and on. The point is he put that in my head and spirit so much that it started to manifest. Pain doesn’t even begin to describe how I would feel, try disgusted with my life and just over it.

Welcome to my Reality...

The reality of the situation is that I tried everything, BUT GOD. The restoration and rebirth of Toya - that's what I named my journal as I started to write, dig deep, stop playing the blame game and work on my real (new) reality and my relationship with God.